The Rust Ain’t Far Off
and I don’t have guns
under this shirt
but I got some
wounds because
I am patron of
the lost cause
I lay down our
future at your feet
I witness the shape
your eyes are and
will never forget
the way I feel today
it is at least more familiar
and that is all I got right now
pathetic enough
to be my
consolation prize
Friday, January 22
mourning poem
I Remember You Perfectly
Your cheeks
those softness
oh my love
I sigh at the passing
witnessing
redeath
Your cheeks
those softness
oh my love
I sigh at the passing
witnessing
redeath
I am sad again. I have a broken heart.
I Don’t Know How This Feels
there are nanoworms
crawling all over
my organs
and they
are biting
too
I am the toothache
inside the bicuspid
body sized cavity
and I must bawling
every once and a while
at the thought of this
tiny cupid
telling me
you must
you must
move on
there are nanoworms
crawling all over
my organs
and they
are biting
too
I am the toothache
inside the bicuspid
body sized cavity
and I must bawling
every once and a while
at the thought of this
tiny cupid
telling me
you must
you must
move on
Tuesday, January 19
gym poem
Bingo Devout
those metal doors
the sound of em
when I near
the table
I feel so common
so always stupid
for the chance
but I take kindly
dressy collars
and some totems
for good luck
oh hum so quietly
your songs
darling
marking every number
in your name
those metal doors
the sound of em
when I near
the table
I feel so common
so always stupid
for the chance
but I take kindly
dressy collars
and some totems
for good luck
oh hum so quietly
your songs
darling
marking every number
in your name
ducking poem
Dinobird
we are holding on
this small antenna
just so
from here
the large bird flies
in front of the sun
and makes me think
there is a swooping
cause it looked
like there was
by the shadow of it
we are holding on
this small antenna
just so
from here
the large bird flies
in front of the sun
and makes me think
there is a swooping
cause it looked
like there was
by the shadow of it
Thursday, January 7
poem of conviction
Call Me a Convert Because I Really Do Believe In Love
there have been times
when I would laugh
or mockingly smile
at the thought of it
in my life
I have jumped
from the flatbed
to roll in the grass
while trying to figure out
the bad words in we will rock you
and many years later
I was a heartbroken kid
swearing all of it off
but now
guhness
this fullness is sincere
I am only sure because
I found out what empty was
that force
that true object
of lackness
and this us
is dwarfing
all that
nonsense
because all you are doing
is sitting there and I
couldn’t be happier
to be able to witness
and offer a companion
in this isolated drama
all I can do is shake my head
and hope you are sitting somewhere
that you can see my eyes right now
because my eyes
are what passion is
when it is silent
there have been times
when I would laugh
or mockingly smile
at the thought of it
in my life
I have jumped
from the flatbed
to roll in the grass
while trying to figure out
the bad words in we will rock you
and many years later
I was a heartbroken kid
swearing all of it off
but now
guhness
this fullness is sincere
I am only sure because
I found out what empty was
that force
that true object
of lackness
and this us
is dwarfing
all that
nonsense
because all you are doing
is sitting there and I
couldn’t be happier
to be able to witness
and offer a companion
in this isolated drama
all I can do is shake my head
and hope you are sitting somewhere
that you can see my eyes right now
because my eyes
are what passion is
when it is silent
poem that is getting home from work
Pop Songs Are Touching
I am
so many
stupid songs
when I drive
from the exit
back into town
I hear the top ten
and I imagine crying
on a bed in a trailer
behind wendy’s
my heart is a chubby teenager
but instead of worshipping some poster
I think of you in your body
sharing this real comfort
we are easily hugging
between the lamp
and the window
I am
so many
stupid songs
when I drive
from the exit
back into town
I hear the top ten
and I imagine crying
on a bed in a trailer
behind wendy’s
my heart is a chubby teenager
but instead of worshipping some poster
I think of you in your body
sharing this real comfort
we are easily hugging
between the lamp
and the window
more ghost poem
Hovering Flamingo
the thing that scares me
about ghosts is that they
will make me meet them
a ghost in my house that is
if I see a ghost on the sidewalk
I just don’t say anything
I mimic the quiet spirit
if one of these ghosts
walks through the living room
I will have to say something
and it is late
I just don’t have the energy
for anyone but you
when I turn off the tv
where the sport was
I imagine the mascot
following me to bed
the thing that scares me
about ghosts is that they
will make me meet them
a ghost in my house that is
if I see a ghost on the sidewalk
I just don’t say anything
I mimic the quiet spirit
if one of these ghosts
walks through the living room
I will have to say something
and it is late
I just don’t have the energy
for anyone but you
when I turn off the tv
where the sport was
I imagine the mascot
following me to bed
poem that is better than drugs
More Fine
you are not my pain drug
you are my antihammer
unsmashing my frame
you are not my pain drug
you are my antihammer
unsmashing my frame
Wednesday, December 23
poem like a ghost
Some Dreams are Just Parrots
I am always surprised
when the dog vomits
there are spinning chairs
in my day there are wheels
for carpets and some for roads
my plunger
is a vile thing
that holds water
I am not disgusted
just comfortable enough
I am always surprised
when the dog vomits
there are spinning chairs
in my day there are wheels
for carpets and some for roads
my plunger
is a vile thing
that holds water
I am not disgusted
just comfortable enough
Monday, December 7
nearing poem
Waitness
I look at
a calendar
sometimes
I use my fingers
to show spans
of days until
that time when I will hold you
it feels delicate
and rare like
something old
but I know better
I am casting hooks
into the clock
I try to snag
the hour hand
to move a little faster
no luck
oh well
I will give into easing
savor
slowly
near
I look at
a calendar
sometimes
I use my fingers
to show spans
of days until
that time when I will hold you
it feels delicate
and rare like
something old
but I know better
I am casting hooks
into the clock
I try to snag
the hour hand
to move a little faster
no luck
oh well
I will give into easing
savor
slowly
near
Sunday, December 6
poem involving small talk
People I Know Only Believe Bad News
everyone is the same around here
it is silence to the bad things
and “no way” to the good
I let this whole thing
be implied in my life
I just look you in the eyes
and act pleasantly for the most part
otherwise I may say something
and both of us would like
to avoid that
everyone is the same around here
it is silence to the bad things
and “no way” to the good
I let this whole thing
be implied in my life
I just look you in the eyes
and act pleasantly for the most part
otherwise I may say something
and both of us would like
to avoid that
tired poem
It Is Always Late
all day long
I am late for
something
constant
run behinds
with sensations
of fatigue
this is not sad
it is just
the grind
the daily
challenges
weariness
can always
be conquered
even if I must
fall into chairs
and fall asleep fast
and always be plan
there ways
to sustain
I find them
in you
wherever you are
all day long
I am late for
something
constant
run behinds
with sensations
of fatigue
this is not sad
it is just
the grind
the daily
challenges
weariness
can always
be conquered
even if I must
fall into chairs
and fall asleep fast
and always be plan
there ways
to sustain
I find them
in you
wherever you are
Saturday, December 5
shaking poem
The Passing Train Is Just Like Anything Else
It shakes the whole house
for a moment
while near
then all calm
when it distances
It shakes the whole house
for a moment
while near
then all calm
when it distances
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